dolls and birds…

“Young Girl with a Bird” by Berthe Morisot

The lovely flower you sent me is like a little Vase of Spice and fills the Hall with Cinnamon – You must have skillful Hands – to make such sweet Carnations.  Perhaps your Doll taught you.  I know that Dolls are sometimes wise.  Robins are my Dolls.  I am glad you love the Blossoms so well.  I hope you love the Birds, too.  It is economical.  It saves going to Heaven.
~ Emily Dickinson
(Letter to Eugenia Hall, c. 1885)

Farewell, Bernie

7.29.10 ~ Bernie

This weekend I received the sad news that my sister’s dear cat, Bernie, passed away.
We are all heartbroken, even though we knew he was very old and very sick, and even though we are relieved that his suffering is over.  Bernie was a wise soul who taught me many things about life, about acceptance, and about curiosity.  Over the years he and I shared many long walks in the woods around my father’s house – he was a wonderful companion.

I invite you to read my first post on this blog about him here:  Bernie

On Christmas Day, 2011, Bernie didn’t want to take a walk with me, so I sat with him at the top of the stairs for a while, petting his thin and bony body, talking to him.  Then I went out for a walk in the woods by myself before it got dark.  I knew then that we would no longer be walking together…

Farewell, my brave friend, and may you rest in peace.  We miss you so much…

incentive to vote…

“Montreal Star” political cartoon by Arthur G. Racey

We are not just republicans or democrats, liberals or conservatives, moderates or extremists who have trouble finding or defining community.  We are part of the great communion that embraces the living, the dead, and all who will come after us.  Our ancestors – we share them if we go back far enough – have been rogues and heroes, courageous and cowardly, sung and unsung, hardworking and indolent, cruel and kind, mistaken and visionary.  Ancestors are not just our blood kin, but the people whose beliefs, ideas, and creations have shaped us.  Whether we know their names or not, they live in us as we will live in those who come after us, whether or not we have biological children.

As part of the preparation for voting – and as incentive to vote – we might do well to contemplate this communion, invoke the wisdom of the ancestors to help us keep faith with the descendants.

~ Elizabeth Cunningham
(Tikkun Daily, October 26, 2010)

story-telling…

“Mrs. Cassatt Reading to Her Grandchildren” by Mary Cassatt

If history were taught in the form of stories, it would never be forgotten.
~ Rudyard Kipling
(Rudyard Kipling, A Life)

I beg of you, you good people who want to hear stories told: look at this page and recognize the wisdom of my grandmother and of all old story-telling women!
~ Isak Dinesen
(Last Tales)

The universe is made of stories, not of atoms.
~ Muriel Rukeyser
(Out of Silence: Selected Poems)

noctilucent…

“Partridge with Daisies” by Bruno Liljefors

They are not callow like the young of most birds, but more perfectly developed and precocious even than chickens.  The remarkably adult yet innocent expression of their open and serene eyes is very memorable.  All intelligence seems reflected in them.  They suggest not merely the purity of infancy, but a wisdom clarified by experience.  Such an eye was not born when the bird was, but is coeval with the sky it reflects.  The woods do not yield another such a gem.
~ Henry David Thoreau
(Walden)

Welcome Summer!

a kind of magic…

“Lily Fairy” by Luis Ricardo Falero

Fairy tales were a kind of magic that protected me as a child.  Not my body, bruised and battered, they protected my spirit and kept it alive … Fairy tales were not my escape from reality as a child; rather, they were my reality – for mine was a world in which good and evil were not abstract concepts.  Like fairy-tale heroines, no magic could save me unless I had the wit and heart and courage to use it wisely.
~ Terri Windling
(Inviting the Wolf In: Thinking About the Difficult Story)

Keeping the Pathway Open

When one soul meets another kindred soul, a great surge of energy rushes through the weaving of the universe as an important connection is made.  In the unexplored regions of human consciousness, another light has come on, revealing shared territory.  This is the work of dedicated souls on the spiritual path: their individual light illumines the universe for everyone, brings hope, and keeps open the pathway to understanding.  This sacred trust is maintained by all who have consecrated their existence to spiritual wisdom; it is a kinship that runs like a golden chain from one age to another.  That golden chain comes now into our hands, a sacred trust not only to our ancestors but to our descendants and every inhabitant of the universe.  It is our turn to make the next link, trusting that others in turn will complete the circle until the whole cosmos is connected in one bond.
~ Caitlín Matthews
(The Celtic Spirit: Daily Meditations for the Turning Year)

Two years ago on this day, Tim and I drove down to Avery Point to see the beauty of a recent snowfall by the water.  I was trying to photograph the lighthouse, framed by a tree’s branches and the blanket of snow.  After snapping the shot I looked on the view screen and gasped in surprise!  While I had seen orbs in the photos of others before, and was curious about the phenomena, this was the first time orbs had appeared in one of my own photos!  And there were so many of them!

As a person who has in the past often gotten myself into trouble by insisting on absolute answers to all questions, this marked one of the first times I was content to accept a gift of mystery and magic from the universe without demanding an explanation, satisfied to embrace not knowing.  My intuition has some ideas but I’m not clinging to any particular theory, scientific or mystical.

If you have any orb pictures you’d like to share, please let me know.  Perhaps I will post them here on my blog, or link to them on your blog.  I have since had a few more pictures with orbs in them, though none as spectacular as this first one!  (see also Snowiest Month Ever and Sultry Midsummer and A Blue Thread)