Roots

5.10.09 ~ Provincetown, Massachusetts

Plants are the young of the world, vessels of health and vigor; but they grope ever upward towards consciousness; the trees are imperfect men, and seem to bemoan their imprisonment, rooted in the ground.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
(Meditations of Ralph Waldo Emerson: Into the Green Future)

5.10.09 ~ Provincetown, Massachusetts

5.10.09 ~ Provincetown, Massachusetts

5.10.09 ~ Provincetown, Massachusetts

It has been said that trees are imperfect men, and seem to bemoan their imprisonment rooted in the ground.  But they never seem so to me.  I never saw a discontented tree.  They grip the ground as though they liked it, and though fast rooted they travel about as far as we do.  They go wandering forth in all directions with every wind, going and coming like ourselves, traveling with us around the sun two million miles a day, and through space heaven knows how fast and far!
~ John Muir
(The Wilderness World of John Muir)

1.27.10 ~ New London, Connecticut

5.10.09 ~ Provincetown, Massachusetts

5.10.09 ~ Provincetown, Massachusetts

Who do you agree with, Emerson or Muir?  I wonder, are trees frustrated by their lot in life, glued to one spot, or are they content to be firmly anchored into the ground?  Or perhaps, like people, each tree has a different way of embracing the world…

5.10.09 ~ Provincetown, Massachusetts

Grandmother Elm

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Finally, some leaves have appeared on my tree!  I think it is an elm tree.

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My grandparents had an elm tree on the northwest corner of their house lot.  Its branches and leaves could almost be touched when looking out the window of the green bedroom, feeling like the leaf canopy of this elm in the above picture.

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…My tree on May 14th…

Knowing trees, I understand the meaning of patience.
~ Hal Borland
(Countryman: A Summary of Belief)

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…Zoë…

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…flag flying outside our fish market today…

Brother #4 went into the hospital for cancer surgery five days ago, and will probably be staying there for another week or so.  The day he went into the hospital I had to go up to my father’s house for a few days to help out with the ancient ones.  Chelsea had some time off so my aunt Em from Maryland came up and she and I tried our best to fill Chelsea’s shoes! It’s good to be back home now and slip into a more “normal” routine again, at least for a little while.

Up at my dad’s it was so quiet without Bernie around, but I was able to get outside for a short walk and take a few pictures.  Later, while sitting on the porch watching birds with Dad, I experimented with the telescopic lens and got a fairly decent picture of a nuthatch (below), if a little blurry!  But next time I think I will use the sports setting with the auto-shoot feature.  It worked so well today with the flag picture this morning (above), which was whipping in the wind.  Enjoy!

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…a nuthatch…

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…pansies for Bernie…

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…branch shadows playing with the roots of my hemlock tree…

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…trillium…

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…garden steps…

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…primrose…

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…life and death on a maple leaf, spider eating a lady bug…

5.10.13.5287…garden whimsy…

Garden Angels

5.6.13 ~ Groton, Connecticut

…an angel in my garden…

Our lives have taken on a surreal quality, a numbness, in recent weeks.  Tim’s brother (#4) is now living with us, and sadly, has been diagnosed with an incurable cancer.  A few days after receiving this devastating news, we were stunned to hear that Tim’s cousin has also been diagnosed with an incurable cancer.  Radical treatments will buy them both a little time, but how much is uncertain.  This is all so uncomfortably familiar, having lost three of our middle-aged parents to cancer when we were young adults.  And yet, this is now all so terribly new to us, cancer striking our generation for the first time.  Insidious, unrelenting, cruel…

5.5.13 ~ Stonington, Connecticut

…new leaves emerging from small buds and twigs on the trunk of my tree…

Zoë has been wonderful company for me – I’m thinking of getting a cat harness and leash for her so she can come out into the garden with me.  She seems rambunctious enough to enjoy an outdoor adventure.  :)  Brother #4 is doing angelic things in my garden – he loves gardening and it gives him something satisfying and distracting to do between medical appointments.  And Olga has been wonderful company for Tim – she is coming out of hiding more often and enjoys sitting on the cat tree to look out the window and soak up the sun.  She often sits on his desk and watches him work.

The other day I sent Tim a link to an article, how to calculate tree height using a smartphone.  And then, Voilà!!!  Mr. Logic found the app and used it on our next visit to my tree!  He determined that my tree is 60 feet tall!  (That’s about 18 meters tall for those of you on the metric system.)  An interesting bit of information to ponder, since I still cannot see the shape of its leaves just yet.

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…My tree on May 5th…

Janet and I took a train to New York City.  We met Larisa at Penn Station and went shopping in the fabric district for material for her wedding dress!  She is sewing it herself with a little help from her friends.  Seeing her drape the different shades of purple fabric over her body to see which one she liked best, well, they were some of the happiest moments in my life.  My lovely daughter is going to be a stunning bride in just a little over a month!

Ancient Sanctuary

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I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o’er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.
~ William Wordsworth
(Poems in Two Volumes)

4.21.13.5158…My tree on April 21st…

If you look closely you can see Tim’s arms reaching out from behind the tree’s trunk. Wise guy!  :)  I didn’t notice this when I was taking the picture!  It looks like some buds are just beginning to come out.  Here is a better picture of the trunk surrounding the stone corner post I spotted last week:

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I wonder what kind of plant (below) is coming up at the base of the tree!

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On this day I found some new twigs with little buds on them (below).  They will probably be be pruned away, considering what befell the dead twig below the new ones.

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Trees are sanctuaries.  Whoever knows how to speak to them, whoever knows how to listen to them, can learn the truth.  They do not preach learning and precepts, they preach, undeterred by particulars, the ancient law of life.
~ Herman Hesse
(Trees: Reflections & Poems)

The monument below tells a brief story about something that happened locally during the War of 1812 (1812-1815), which was fought between the United States and the British Empire.

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Here rest the remains
of Mr. Thomas
Barratt Powers,
aged 18 years,
late Midshipman of
H.B. Majesty’s Ship
Superb, who was killed
in action in a boat
on the 31st July 1814,
a Native of Market
Bosworth, in the County
of Leicestershire
England.

~~~

On the side of this monument these words are inscribed:
“This Monument was erected by the Hon. Capt. Paget, and his Brother Officers as a tribute of respect and esteem.”

No doubt “Hon. Capt. Paget” is British Vice Admiral Sir Charles Paget (1778-1839) who was appointed to the HMS Superb for part of his naval career.  According to Wikipedia: “In 1814 he was employed on the coast of North America … entrusted with the command of a squadron stationed off New London and took part in an attack upon Wareham, Massachusetts during the War of 1812.”  Wareham is about 100 miles northeast from New London. I wonder how this young sailor came to be buried in this particular cemetery. I wonder if Thomas’ parents were devastated to have their son buried so far away in foreign soil…

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Sir Charles Paget

Under the cross placed at the bottom of the monument are the words: “British & Colonial G.W.V.A.”  The only organization I could find online with an GWVA acronym is Canadian, the Great War Veterans Association, which was formed in 1917, way after the War of 1812.  But perhaps they decided to honor the veterans of past wars with plaques, too.

One is left with the horrible feeling now that war settles nothing; that to win a war is as disastrous as to lose one.
~ Agatha Christie
(An Autobiography)

Cemetery Notes

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…My tree on April 16th…

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On this occasion it was Janet who brought me to the Stonington Cemetery to visit my newly adopted tree.  And this time I photographed her from her other side (above) and noticed something else of interest.  It might be difficult to make out, but there is a stone corner post embedded in her roots and trunk.  The tree must have grown around the post as she widened in circumference!

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…the Holy Family…

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…♫ It had to be you ♫ wonderful you ♫ had to be you ♫…

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A little online research satisfied my curiosity about the woman buried in this grave with a very unique headstone (above), who died at the tragically young age of 51.  She was Catherine Voorsanger, an associate curator of American decorative arts at the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York City.

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…buds are emerging…

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…nooks, crannies and a needle-eye…

Brother #6 has returned to England now, and Brother #4 awaits further medical tests after an infection, for which he is being treated, clears.  We’re getting lots of practice exercising patience as we wait and wait for elusive answers to our questions…

Olga remains mostly in hiding, but Zoë is enjoying the fresh air coming in the open windows, and watching all the birds and squirrels scurrying and fluttering about near the balcony.  She’s getting plenty of exercise chasing the red spot made by a small laser flashlight.  Besides pony-tail elastics, it’s the only toy that seems to inspire her to play.

A Gentle Tree

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On March 31st I met a lovely tree in a local cemetery and could not stop thinking about her all week.  (See the Lady Patience post.)  So I plan to visit her as often as possible and get to know her through the seasons.  As is often the case with me, I sensed an energy coming from her but did not notice any of her particular physical characteristics.

During the week following our meeting a life-threatening health crisis arose for one of Tim’s brothers.  For now I will refer to him as Brother #4.  Brother #6 flew from his home in England to California to collect Brother #4 and fly with him here so he could stay with us and seek treatment.  So it’s been a very busy week getting Brother #4 settled in for the indefinite and uncertain future.

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It is difficult to realize how great a part of all that is cheerful and delightful in the recollections of our own life is associated with trees.  … Their shades, which, in the early ages, were the temples of religion and philosophy, are still the favorite resort of the studious, the scene of healthful sport for the active and adventurous, and the very sanctuary of peaceful seclusion for the contemplative and sorrowful.
~ Wilson Flagg
(The Atlantic Monthly, June 1868)

I don’t even know what kind of tree “my” tree is!  When she puts out some leaves I will be able to identify her, but I wish I could identify her by her bark.

Larisa came for the weekend to visit her uncles, and when I mentioned my new tree she was happy to pop over with me to see her and to pose for a couple of pictures with her, too.  On this trip I noticed the tree’s burls – one very large one near the base of the trunk, and perhaps ten much smaller ones above it and below the first branches.  And Larisa noticed the shape of the branches – like check marks they arch up and then down before reaching up again.

The kitties are handling all the extra people in the house pretty well.  Zoë is blossoming with friendliness and curiosity.  Olga is still pretty shy and anxious, but she stays where she feels safe under Tim’s bed and I suspect she comes out to eat and use the litter pan once everyone is asleep.  We’re giving her all the time and space she seems to need. After all, it’s only been a month since her whole world was turned upside down!